I have a new blog, if you want to know where to find it, email me or reply to this. (Or IM me) I will still post here, but the posts will be from time to time.

Comment and I will....

a) Tell you why I friended you.

b) Associate you with something -- a fandom, song, color, photo, etc.

c) Tell you something I like about you.

d) Tell you a memory I have of you.

e) Ask you something I've wanted to know about you

f) Tell you my favorite userpic from your list

g) In return, you need to post this on your own LJ.

I go to the doctor tomorrow. We'll see what they say!

new blog: http://duckintheocean.blogspot.com/ family friendly soooo juicy stuff will be here

and this came out instead:

Trying to get back into writing, the skill that used to come so easily to me, whether for essays or offhand prose that bled from my pen as easily as a cut through the skin. Now the words fall from my fingers, hollow and meaningless lacking the emotions which I have claimed are the downfall of humanity. I need and escape, I need an escape from this place. I need something to numb the feelings I need to feel them one by one. Instead of artwork as that of the masters the colors are jumbled- a vomitous pallet as the art critic would say. The music is loud enough, it should be filling up the empty spaces as it has so many nights in the past, but tonight it simply rattles out before it fills…. I remember what it was like, when the words and the music could take me away. When I could write something so perfect for whatever the topic with simply a few short keystrokes… Instead I sit at a desk with crumpled papers and half started thoughts.

The rules: Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

Amber gave me "P"


1. PAPILLONS!!! Most of all my Belle Belle

2. Pumpkins. I love the time of year, I love carving pumpkins.

3. Puddles. I never got over my childhood love of puddle hopping.

4. Penguins! Need I explain?

5. Platypuses. Seriously, how can you not love a creature that's so odd and is poisonous? lol

6. Paint Horses. I still miss mine.

7. PB&J. Best-sandwich-ever.

8. Poly wogs. Another childhood treasure I'm not over.

9. Pacific Ocean. The sun sets over the ocean and it's just beautiful.

10. Picnics. I haven't been on many, but I love them!

Any takers?